Trapped on the railroad

trapped on the railroad!..

Is that possible ? you think?
I might be just murmuring! realizing that everything I say might not affect my reality!

once I thought my life was perfect!

everybody just envied me for my supposed ""PERFECT" life!"

where in fact I was just numbed with all the complements and credits I have been getting my whole life for being the "perfect smart" girl!


then suddenly it hit me...

it hit me right into the core

my life is not perfect!

in fact it's not even close!

there is no such thing as a perfect life!

whom I was kidding but myself

trying to disguise with my public social life mask

I might be exaggerating yeah !

but that's what I felt back then when I discovered I was living a lie!.

so why should I bother!... if there is no escape from my world ?

should I give up?

the train kept going on the railroad .. so I did on my life path.
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