the TRUTH!

I just simply hate them!!!

I actually gave myself the permission to do so! .. I just wonder if there is one shred of humanity left in their souls, just one tiny bit of common sense of what's right and wrong! to make them tell the WHOLE TRUTH just plain and simple! .. which is kind of ironic because telling it won't affect them by any sort but will affect me hugely!
not in the emotional sense but in REAL LIFE !

some of you might wonder what the heck I'm babbling about here! and who are these people am hating and what's the deal behind all of that!!

well,, all of that doesn't matter as it's not going to make any difference in the point that am trying to deliver here!..

sometimes you just want to let it out of your system and this is me trying to do so ..

TO EVERYBODY out there trying to conceal the truth from somebody,, hiding it will make it worse !! trust me on that!

like someone wise once said " truth may hurt,, but it cures"

have an honest open realistic life folks! and keep it real XD

cheers,

M

getting lost with all the social networking sites??!

facebook, myspace, friendster, twitter, hi5 and the list goes on and on!!

this recent huge storm with social networks that makes your head spin just by mentioning it!

nowadays the youth think it's a necessity to have such accounts on these network to "connect with people"

suddenly I feel it's like a nokia ad XD ,,

Don't you think it's ironic because the tag " social network " indicates a social life in a " cyber space!" which is preventing us from the real deal?

well I was geeky enough to google the word " social network" and see what will I get for a start !

here is what I got from our saviour Wikipedia

A social network is a "Social structure" made of nodes (which are generally individuals or organizations) that are tied by one or more specific types of interdependency, such as friendship,kinship, financial exchange, dislike, sexual relationships, or relationships of beliefs, knowledge or prestige.
source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_network

hmm well that's right it's a social structure! .. which drives me to think,, are we really having a social life based on these networks!
I mean have you ever thought about it in a way that online social networks ruins our traditional meaning of networking and takes a HUGE portion of our time sometimes for nothing?..

don't get me wrong, I'm myself involoved in these networks as much as any of you or even more!
but the amount of time it takes to update, write , chat and even play games with your"supposed" friends on these networks is really something to think about..
some of you will consider my post is cliché written,, which is quite right to a certain extent!
perhaps I just need to go out more and breath some fresh air to seek some refreshment ...

waiting for anybody's response ..
if any!

cheers ..

Maria,,

is that possible?

it's amazing how people tend to forget about each other when they were at some point of their lives considered as "best friends"

!!

does friendship vanish in the air like it never happened or even existed before?

is that possible?

or it was just a big fat lie to begin with and I was in a denile!

sigh*

20/march/09
!

confession to self!

sometimes I say things that may not make a lot of sense to you on the terms of the conscious level logic!!
but they defiantly have a deep meaning to me!!
you might think I am just a spoiled brat who have no purpose in life except to complain and whine about each and everything!
some people even came to me and confessed that they don't like the change in me!
they think I've been out of the straight path that they drew for me since I was a child!
I honestly felt bad about what has been spoken about me!
about how I became " different " from my other siblings
how I am the "outcast" and the "black sheep" of the family when it comes to the way my mind works and thoughts I have of the big world out there!
I really thought about it day and night
I trapped myself in a twister of guilt and other pathetic emotions
until I realized the truth..

the truth is, YES I have CHANGED in every sense and meaning the word can have !!

yes I'm open minded enough to accept everybody despite their flows and imperfections
despite everything that sounds irrational and irrelevant to humanity rights
I have chosen to be an outsider if it means that I can be friends with who I want! regardless of their financial, religious, racial differences or whatever nonsense excuse anybody can make!!

YES I'm different now, I've been exposed to many different cultures and mentalities
which I can say made me a proud open minded person

I'm happy with the person I have become right now